An innuendo of the future

    Each one of us imagines his life as a block of flats with countless floors. Its construction started in the moment we have become conscious and continues until the day our brain dies. Each flat already built in my block represents an experience of life, while the ones which are to be built represent all my ambitions and hopes. Some of them are more ''spacious'' and require a lot of effort and resources to be achieved, but, at the same time, they give me the most pleasant reward.

   Ever since I was able to decide and think by myself , I established a series of goals, which I must achieve in this life. I may be considered coward, even though ''realistic'' is more appropriate, but observing the others' behaviour and mistakes, I promised myself I would never allow myself to think and dream bigger than my possibilities or strength, because is more painful to delude than to look for your limits.

   The most important ambition I have is to become a good psychologist. A year ago I experienced the position of patient of a great psychologist and after observing her methods and mainly the results I obtained following her advice, I realised she's exactly what I want to grow to. My hope is that by becoming a trustworthy ''soul doctor'' , I will be able to change something at least in my corner of universe.

   Another ambition of mine is to go to every country in the world. This would somehow be a pursuit of myself, because I don't feel I belong entirely to this place. And I hope that, as soon as I can afford a professional camera, I will be able to materialize the images from my head, which embody life for me.
   Now, looking behind and then forward, I see that my block is still small, but there are so many projects in plan, that I can already imagine how tall it will be.